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What I learned from Ali Levine #article
Miriam Grunhaus

What I learned from Ali Levine

"I told her that I felt that I could hear her soul voice. This just came out of me. I...

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Dreams of Motherhood Shattered #abandonment
Miriam Grunhaus

Dreams of Motherhood Shattered

I was crying, and I told my husband, "I mourn the death of me." "Why is everything so out of...

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A young widower with knowledge beyond her years #abandonment
Miriam Grunhaus

A young widower with knowledge beyond her years

Stephanie would not be wrong if she would be angry, disappointed with her husband, who at the end of the...

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A Dream Becomes a Nightmare #article
Miriam Grunhaus

A Dream Becomes a Nightmare

He remained abstinent for the few weeks leading up to the birth, but then began to use a week after....

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The bond of Kintsugi #abandonment
Miriam Grunhaus

The bond of Kintsugi

Wow! I continued writing, as she was saying, “I am so lucky.” At my count, I believe she said it...

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Prelude to Kintsugi #abandonment
Miriam Grunhaus

Prelude to Kintsugi

This is me! I am broken and mended! I survived a divorce before I survived my mother's suicide, and I...

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